I scrawl...
my inner thoughts...
Antagal ko nang hindi naupdate ang blog kong ito.sisihin ang TUMBLR.
but not really. hehe.
There's a lot of things going on in my life and I wasn't able to write it all down here simply because I don't have any time to do so. tsaka ang hirap magkwento lalo pa't sunod-sunod ang mga pangyayari.
when new year hits me and classes began, siyempre nagbusy-busyhan na ko with schoolwork and such.
We were trying to finish our science research as soon as possible but we weren't able to do it sapagkat mali ang interpretation namin sa distillaion process. bummer. and so we had to try it out again the following week.
However, something occurred and I wasn't able to go to school on that very week. as in I was absent the whole week and I had no way to contact my group mates. Thankfully, they were able to extract oil from malunggay without me. We made the finished product just last week and we started to test in on our respondents.
NGUNIT.
we made a mistake on the parameters of our rating scale so we had to repeat the testing this week.
Which is a little hassle for us because we were suppose to pass the paper on friday last week.
Yeah, we're so late.
right now, at this very moment, I am finishing our paper hoping to pass it tomorrow, a week later of the deadline.
I've also experienced the most depressing moment in my life this January. What a nice way to start the year, huh? haha. The results of the examinations I took for entering college all came out this month. It started with UST. I passed my second choice which is Microbiology, however, I did not qualify the course that I would really want to take in that school and that would be Medical Technology. Ateneo is my dream school. I would trade anything I have just to enter that school and... I failed the test. But I did not cry. I felt really really sad and very very disappointed but that's it. Alam ko naman kasing kahit makapasa ako sa dream school ko, the school would still be just a dream. hehe. Ateneo is not very much good with sciences in comparison with UP and UST and the tuition fee is really really really really expensive. kawawa naman ang parents ko. So I gave up my dream.
But when the UPCAT results came out, that's the time I really cried.
not that I'm hoping to pass the hardest and most competitive entrance exam on earth but because I felt like I let my parents down. I know that when I passed UPCAT, they would be proud of me. It was like the only way that I could pay my parents for all the things they've done for me and I failed. that's why I really cried.
I couldn't blame God because at the first place I shouldn't but also because He did nothing but fulfill my prayers. ang exact na dasal ko noong mga panahong nag-aantay ako ng results e hindi na Sana makapasa ako sa UP, sa Ateneo or sa UST. I prayed that God, please give me the best school that would fulfill my dreams of becoming a doctor. And maybe, UST can do that. maybe, Microbiology can do that.
ayun. masyado nang mahaba ang entry na ito.
kung kaya't titigil na ko. hehe.
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