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2010-01-28T05:50:00.000-08:00

Antagal ko nang hindi naupdate ang blog kong ito.

sisihin ang TUMBLR.

but not really. hehe.

There's a lot of things going on in my life and I wasn't able to write it all down here simply because I don't have any time to do so. tsaka ang hirap magkwento lalo pa't sunod-sunod ang mga pangyayari.

when new year hits me and classes began, siyempre nagbusy-busyhan na ko with schoolwork and such.

We were trying to finish our science research as soon as possible but we weren't able to do it sapagkat mali ang interpretation namin sa distillaion process. bummer. and so we had to try it out again the following week.

However, something occurred and I wasn't able to go to school on that very week. as in I was absent the whole week and I had no way to contact my group mates. Thankfully, they were able to extract oil from malunggay without me. We made the finished product just last week and we started to test in on our respondents.

NGUNIT.

we made a mistake on the parameters of our rating scale so we had to repeat the testing this week.

Which is a little hassle for us because we were suppose to pass the paper on friday last week.

Yeah, we're so late.

right now, at this very moment, I am finishing our paper hoping to pass it tomorrow, a week later of the deadline.

I've also experienced the most depressing moment in my life this January. What a nice way to start the year, huh? haha. The results of the examinations I took for entering college all came out this month. It started with UST. I passed my second choice which is Microbiology, however, I did not qualify the course that I would really want to take in that school and that would be Medical Technology. Ateneo is my dream school. I would trade anything I have just to enter that school and... I failed the test. But I did not cry. I felt really really sad and very very disappointed but that's it. Alam ko naman kasing kahit makapasa ako sa dream school ko, the school would still be just a dream. hehe. Ateneo is not very much good with sciences in comparison with UP and UST and the tuition fee is really really really really expensive. kawawa naman ang parents ko. So I gave up my dream.

But when the UPCAT results came out, that's the time I really cried.

not that I'm hoping to pass the hardest and most competitive entrance exam on earth but because I felt like I let my parents down. I know that when I passed UPCAT, they would be proud of me. It was like the only way that I could pay my parents for all the things they've done for me and I failed. that's why I really cried.

I couldn't blame God because at the first place I shouldn't but also because He did nothing but fulfill my prayers. ang exact na dasal ko noong mga panahong nag-aantay ako ng results e hindi na Sana makapasa ako sa UP, sa Ateneo or sa UST. I prayed that God, please give me the best school that would fulfill my dreams of becoming a doctor. And maybe, UST can do that. maybe, Microbiology can do that.

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kung kaya't titigil na ko. hehe.

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Last of 2009

2010-01-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

NagGM, nagbasa ng japanese book
Nagtext
Natulog
Nanaginip
Nagising
Tumunganga
Nagcharge ng cellphone
Nanood ng TV
Naglinis ng Kuko
Computer time!
Tumunganga
Nagwalis
Naglampaso ng sahig
Nagfloor wax
LUNCH
Story brainstorming
Tumulong sa pagluto ng handa for New Year
Story brainstorming
Ligo
Umawat ng Away ni RJ at JP
Nagplurk
NagTeentalk
Nagpabuffer ng Yamato Nadeshiko
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Inadd si AJ sa Facebook
Nanood ng Episode 23 ng Yamato Nadeshiko
Nagsimula ng chapter 1 ng IILWAV
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Nagfacebook
NagYM
Tumulong magluto ng handa sa New Year ulit
Naasar
Nagbukas ng sinarang google chrome
Naghanap ng phone
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Nagplurk
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NagYM
Nanood ng Yamato Nadeshiko Episode 24
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Nagpaalam sa 2009.

the comeback

2009-12-29T03:08:00.000-08:00

"uhm.. good mornyt."

"Cnu 2?"

"uhm.. nhihiya ako pero kat 2."

"Kat who?"

"Duabe."

"ooh. Hello. musta? =) san m nakuha number ko"

"uh. ok lng. hehe. c kim ngbgy."

"Kim Constante? panu niya nalaman number ko. hehe"

"Hnd q alam e. hehe. E usisera nmn un. D nq ngtataka."

"Hehe ang alam ko tinext ko yata siya dati =)"

"Ow. Haha. E uhm. Msta nmn?"

"Okay lang =) long time a. Very long"

"Anu e. I'm a very busy person. hehe."

"Very busy. Haha. Mhrap b 4thyear?"

"uhm. hnd nmn. Saya nga e. Nkpunta nq sa ateneo. Daming pogi. Hahaha."

"Haha thats good. where kb mgcollege"

"Kng sn papasa. Hehe."

"Haha pero anu dream school m"

wag na yung mga susunod. lame naman. haha.

"Ah. wg mo nlng alamin. Hehe. Pharmacy pla. Anu, cge. Nkkais2rbo n ata aq e, nangamusta lng aq. Good night."

"La kaya ko cnsbe n nkkaistorbo ka. musta ka naman"

"Hnd kc gb na. Knna mo pa tinanong yn. Ikw kya. Kalbo kna. Hehe."

"haha anu naman kng kalbo ako. Hnd b bgy? Since 4th yr pa ah"

"Wla nmn. Cnsb q lng. Haha. Defensive ka a. Haha."

"Haha bka panget e. Yung totoo =)"

"Ok lng nmn. Haha. Hehe. d nmn panget."

"=) well. last ktang nkta nung xmas party ah"

"Hnd aq un. Hehe."

"Haha. Oo bka d nga ikq yun =) kc tintignan kta d ka naman natingin e. Nkatakip pa face. kpg nakatalikod lng ko tska ka natingin."

"Nkkailang ee."

"Bkt nmn haha gnyn kdn dati =)"

"Gnun nmn tlga q. haha. May mga bgy na sadyang d ngbbgo."

"hehe nkktw naman. tinitgnan kta e. Anu bng mrn bt ka nailang."

"E bt mo kc aq tntgnn? hehe."

"Masama? Kita m b n nakatitig ako? Kc kta ko expression mo na nhhya ka kya mas tinignan pkita haha"

"E alam mo pla nhhiya aq e. Inaasar mo lng aq nun e."

"Hehe. d kta msydo nkkta dati eh. Dun lng kta nkta ult nun"

"Bt mo q kailangan mkta? D nmn tlga q ngppkta. Haha."

"Msma b? Hehe"

"Haha. Naku. An2k lng yn. M2log kna nga."

"e kw bt ka nhya. Hehe"

"Msma b? hahahaha."

at hindi na siya nagreply. The end.

Christmas Messages

2009-12-26T07:22:00.000-08:00

My dearest Inay,

kung iisipin, di tayo magkakilala nung mga nakaraang pasko.
Its amazing how people become part of our lives and change it completely.
Tama ka. My heart knows our friendship has a long way to go.

Tots,

ang pagkakaibigan natin ay parang uto.
Minsan, parang bomba sa ingay at saya.
Minsan, silent but deadly sa kalokohan. haha.
Gayunpaman, we are part of nature's best pag dating sa kagandahan. HAHA.

Baby,

Pag dating sa kalandian, magkasundo tayo.
Pag dating sa kalokohan, pakners tayo.
Pag dating sa kagandahan, mas higit ako sayo. JOKE! haha.
Siyempre pantay tayo. hahaha. thanks for being my virtual bespren.
Virtual man tayo, isang bagay ang alam ko.
Ang pagkakaibigan natin ay totoo.

Sib,

ate ako sa lahat ng bagay na kinalagyan ko.
Pero pinakamasaya ko sa pagiging ate sayo.
"Friends are sisters fate has forgotten to give us" truly applies to you.
thanks for being a wonderful sib. labsyu!

Kambal,

its amazing to find someone so different from you yet soooo similar to you.
Guess its proven. Walang kinalaman ang genes sa pagiging kambal ng dalawang tao.

Twink,

Walang salitang twink sa diksyunaryo pero meron sa bokabularyo ko.
Ang ibig sabihin nito'y pagkakaibigang walang katulad na madadala kahit sa kabilang buhay.

PiCA,

sa lahat ng mga naging kaibigan ko online, ikaw ang pinakaspecial.
Wala kang expiration date and i hope to keep you forever.
Labyu ate rein!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

labs,
kiche

Late New Moon Memories...

2009-11-29T07:13:00.000-08:00

these were photos taken at a booth last Nov. 21 at Alabang Town Center when my friends and I watched Twilight Saga New Moon.I was with my best friends Ann, Sam and Kayann. Pat was supposedly be there also, unfortunately, she wasn't able to come. Nagkasalisi kami. hehe.

F4 fever...

2009-11-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

so parang ang tagal tagal na since i last posted an entry. haha.
bukod kasi sa pagiging busy, naadik ako sa panonood ng asian dramas. ahaha.
nagsimula ang lahat nang iintroduce sakin ni ate yuki ang isang bagong movie sa japan
na ang title ay Boku No Hatsukoi Wo Kimi Ni Sasagu.

ang ever so beautiful na si Inoue Mao ang bida dun.

at dahil sa masyado akong naexcite mapanood yun, I researched about Inoue Mao.

hindi ko pa kasi alam sa mga panahong ito na siya pala ang gumanap na Makino sa hana yori dango for the fact na hindi ko pa napapanood ang hana yori dango.

I've watched meteor garden when I was in grade 3 at siyempre, kasama rin ako sa F4 fever nun. haha.but later on, nakaget over rin ako sakanila. until recently, dumating ang remake ng korea which is yung Boys Over Flowers.

alam kong may Hana yori dango na nag-eexist. pero ewan ko. di ko siya pinanood e. hahaha. so ayun na nga... nang dahil sa Boku No Hatsukoi Wo Kimi ni Sasagu, pinanood ko ang HYD. at wow. double the craziness ang naramdaman ko kesa nung sa MG at BOF. hehe.

I must admit, BOF is the grandest. pero hindi ako "nabaliw" sa version na yun. I like it, though. But I like HYD's storyline the best. sinunod kasi nila yung original story nung manga. Hindi man kasing "grand" ng BOF, 100x more naman akong kinilig. hehehe.

kaya sobra akong nalungkot nang matapos ko ang HYD, HYD2, at HYDfinalmovie.

kaya rin pinapanood ko ngayon at kinaadikan ang chinese version ng mga drama na ito. at yun ay ang Let's Watch Meteor Shower Together.

nung sinimulan ko 'to, I was like "What the hell. this is the worst version." napangitan ako sa F4 nila. di ko talaga feel. tapos naguluhan ako sa simula 'cause it was nothing like an F4 story. pero as the story goes on, unti-unti na akong natatawa, kinikilig, naiinis... and then narealize ko na lang... "It wasn't so bad after all."

narealize kong, gwapo rin pala si Zhang Han bilang si Dao Ming Si/Domyouji/Jun Pyo lalo kapag nakasmile siya.

Cutest ever ang San Chai/Makino/Jan di na si Zheng Shuan.

Ang hindi ko lang talaga maatim is si Yu Hao Ming ba yun na gumanap na Hua Ze Lei/Rui/Ji Hoo. siya lang talaga di ko mafeel sa kanilang lahat. wahahaha.

So bakit ko nilalagay sa blog ko ang lahat ng ito?

Wala lang. wala akong maiblog e. hahahaha.

the reply...

2009-10-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:32 PM): dear kat.
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:33 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:37 PM): uhm...?
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:41 PM): gus2 ko lang sabihin sau
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:43 PM): na hnd naman ako
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:45 PM): galit
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:47 PM): i understand
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:52 PM): ung ibig sabihin mo
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:53 PM): so im soo
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:54:55 PM): sorry
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:06 PM): hnd ka naman napahiya
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:09 PM): kasi
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:12 PM): nung time din
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:15 PM): na lumapit ako
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:18 PM): ke ezekiel
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:24 PM): siguro nga hnd ako nag hysterical
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:55:41 PM): peo puro mura lang naman ang nasabi ko sakanya
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:04 PM): ewan ko ba
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:08 PM): nanuod kaba ng katorse?
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:22 PM): naalala mo ung sinabi ni nene kay marissa?
katkat (10/28/2009 7:56:35 PM): yeah. naalala kita dun.
katkat (10/28/2009 7:56:40 PM): gusto ko ngang sabihin yun sayo e.
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:40 PM): un bang
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:44 PM): ayaw na nia
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:48 PM): peo
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:56:55 PM): parang may kapangyarihan si gabby
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:04 PM): na nasusunod nia lahat ng gus2 nia
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:14 PM): haahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:18 PM): funny
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:22 PM): pramis
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:26 PM): tumpak kasi
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:42 PM): para bang
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:50 PM): pag nag smile na xa
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:52 PM): wala
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:53 PM): na
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:57:54 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:58:06 PM): about dun sa nalaman mo
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:58:12 PM): wag kang magalala
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:58:13 PM): hnd ako
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:58:16 PM): mahuhulog
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:58:19 PM): sa bitag na un
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:58:20 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:10 PM): sorry naman kung..
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:16 PM): napapanerbyos kita
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:22 PM): napapaiyak
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:26 PM): naiistorbo
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:36 PM): and at the same time nasasaktan
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:40 PM): sorry much..
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:48 PM): gus2 narin mag sori ni ezekiel
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:49 PM): well
kim constante (10/28/2009 7:59:54 PM): nahihiya xa lumapit sainyo
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:00:00 PM): kasi sa mga katarantaduhan nia
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:00:23 PM): (xa mismo nag sabi nian)
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:02 PM): pwo sa totoo lang ang hnd ko lang tlga maintindhan sa nangyayaring ito
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:14 PM): bakit pati si pat ngagalit sakin?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:15 PM): HUH!?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:20 PM): napaka laking HUH!?!?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:22 PM): haha

katkat (10/28/2009 8:01:23 PM): yung mga isinorry mo, ok lang lahat yun e. wala yun. Ayaw ko lang din talagang nakikita kayong umiiyak. Hindi lang ikaw, pati sila ann. Pag nakikita ko kayong umiiyak hindi pwedeng wala akong gawin. ganun yung feeling ko. hehe. tungkol naman kay ezekiel, tinext niya ko. hehe. Si pat... hehe.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:01:32 PM): nag-open up sakin si pat the other day pa.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:01:41 PM): hindi naman siya galit sayo.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:45 PM): ahh
katkat (10/28/2009 8:01:46 PM): parang ako lang din.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:46 PM): hahhaa
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:49 PM): kasi
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:50 PM): mejo
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:01:55 PM): napikon si ezekiel
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:01 PM): kasi mas
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:08 PM): galit pa xa kesa sau e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:14 PM): parang xa ung affected
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:16 PM): wahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:18 PM): natatawa nga ako e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:27 PM): well ako kilala ko si pat
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:30 PM): si kiel hnd
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:34 PM): so inexplain ko lang
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:34 PM): haha

katkat (10/28/2009 8:02:45 PM): talaga?? well... ang sabi ko naman sakaniya nasa kaniya na kung papansinin ka niya o hindi.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:02:54 PM): kasi alam mo un pagdadabog ng sobra, slamming the door on our faces
katkat (10/28/2009 8:03:06 PM): HAHA. nakwento nga niya yan sakin. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:09 PM): so we we're like
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:18 PM): "WHAT THE HELL!?"
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:34 PM): napikon nga si kiel
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:39 PM): peo sabi ko
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:48 PM): "ganyan lang yan..ui kaibigan ko yan"
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:49 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:03:58 PM): hahaha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:04:28 PM): haha. pero sasabihin ko na rin sayo yung mga sinabi sakin ni pat. Hindi naman sa pang backstabb. para rin alam mo na.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:04:47 PM): oh.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:05:33 PM): totoo rin naman kasi in a way yung mga sinabi niya. hehe. pareho lang actually kami ng views siguro. hehe. yun nga, nakakapagod daw. Kasi... hindi lang naman daw ikaw ang may problem. kami rin naman. pero she said that in a not nakakaoffend way a. yung parang naglalabas lang talaga ng sama ng loob.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:06:18 PM): kasi minsan daw gusto na lang niya magstay sa bahay pero sinasamahan ka parin niya kasi kailangan mo ng kaibigan. kaya lang minsan nakakapagod na rin daw kasi puro na lang daw si ezekiel ang bukambibig mo.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:06:35 PM): sabi namin, ok lang nga yun e. matitiis pa namin yung ganun. ang hindi lang talaga namin matitiis

katkat (10/28/2009 8:06:38 PM): is yung ganyan.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:06:42 PM): yung ginaganyan ka.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:06:45 PM): umiiyak ka.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:06:50 PM): oi di na nga mxdo si ezekiel ee...hahahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:07:07 PM): wahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:07:11 PM): aww
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:07:13 PM): thanks for that
katkat (10/28/2009 8:07:30 PM): hindi kasi enough na HINDI NA MASYADO. dapat HINDI na talaga. hehe. gets?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:07:48 PM): well may times kasi na may nag papaalala
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:07:55 PM): pag ganun tuloy tuloy na
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:07:56 PM): peo..
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:08:02 PM): most of the time laf3p
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:08:09 PM): lagi nga si javi topic nian
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:08:10 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:08:25 PM): sabi ko naman sau inlab yang kaibigan natin dun
katkat (10/28/2009 8:08:39 PM): HAHAHAHAHA. natawa naman ako. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:04 PM): wahahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:07 PM): kaia nga ee
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:08 PM): di nga
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:10 PM): pansin ko lang

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:15 PM): pag nakaupo na kami
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:18 PM): sa sofa nila
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:28 PM): lagi napupunta topic namin kay javi
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:31 PM): tsk3
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:09:32 PM): haaha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:09:54 PM): HAHA. masyadong lababol si javi e. HAHAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:10:07 PM): tas hanggang nakahiga nalang kami kakatawa
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:10:22 PM): nung first tri pinagtawanan namin si javi dahil sa pagiging cupcake
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:10:30 PM): last last week dahil sa pagiging ursula
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:10:37 PM): tas nung isang araw dahil sa libag nia
katkat (10/28/2009 8:10:39 PM): HAHA. ui, sa totoo lang di ko alam kung paano naging cupcake si javi. HAHAHA.

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:10:48 PM): kasi,
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:10:58 PM): bumili xa ng bagong jacket
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:00 PM): ung tribal
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:03 PM): tapos..
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:10 PM): kakulay nia ung jacket
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:14 PM): nung nakita ni kmac
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:15 PM): sabi nia..
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:19 PM): para daw xang chocolate
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:27 PM): eh mataba
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:34 PM): naging chocl8 cupcake
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:37 PM): aun
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:11:38 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:11:58 PM): Wahahaha. kahit naman ata walang jacket mukha siyang chocolate. AHAHAHAHAHA. so ayun pala ang history ng cupcake. HAHAHAHA.

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:12:28 PM): yep
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:12:28 PM): kaia aun
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:12:31 PM): laf3p
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:12:35 PM): tas naun ursula
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:12:45 PM): kamuka daw pag nagpa white ng hair
katkat (10/28/2009 8:13:33 PM): wahahaha. yung kay ursula alam ko. sila david yun e. HAHA. una nga timone daw e. HAHAHA.

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:13:46 PM): waahahha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:13:50 PM): ang galing nga nila e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:13:56 PM): nakukuha nila ung kamuka ni javi
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:14:03 PM): siguro nga engot minsan si david
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:14:08 PM): but i think he got talent

katkat (10/28/2009 8:14:37 PM):

katkat (10/28/2009 8:14:41 PM): I agree. HAHAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:14:44 PM): wahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:14:46 PM): diba kamuka
katkat (10/28/2009 8:14:52 PM): wahahaha. sobra. HAHAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:14:52 PM): ang galing ee

katkat (10/28/2009 8:15:24 PM):

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:15:36 PM): oo
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:15:38 PM): shet tlga
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:15:41 PM): ang galing

katkat (10/28/2009 8:15:46 PM):

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:15:52 PM): HAHAHAHAHAH
katkat (10/28/2009 8:15:53 PM): HAHAHA. javing javi e. HAHAHAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:15:56 PM): kahit yan kamuka
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:15:57 PM): langya
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:16:23 PM): ayan ganito gnagawa namin ni pat sa bahay nila..kala mo nagaaral ha..javi talk kami or search sa net ng mga pic ng kamuka ni javi
katkat (10/28/2009 8:16:45 PM): wahahahaha. pero sila david talagang magaling. walang research research nakakaisip. HAHAHAHA.

kim constante (10/28/2009 8:16:59 PM): ahahhhaha un nga talentado ca
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:17:02 PM): *Xa
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:17:02 PM): hahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:17:32 PM): lawls......waaa...wala mxdong ol na belairians puro nasa party. haha dpat pupunta ako naun ee. ..kasu tinamad ako

katkat (10/28/2009 8:17:52 PM): haha. oo nga e. di rin ako nagpunta. wala naman kayo. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:06 PM): sabi nga sakin ni jonly
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:10 PM): buong tropa daw natin wala
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:18 PM): si pat, sam, ann, ikaw
katkat (10/28/2009 8:18:19 PM): HAHAHA. tayo lang ata wala dun e.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:26 PM): kanina andun na ako e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:27 PM): hahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:30 PM): kasu tinamad tlga ako
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:31 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:38 PM): nakausap ko na nga si jonly e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:18:39 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:19:07 PM): hehe. bumili ka ng ticket?? HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:19:12 PM): hnd
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:19:12 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:19:35 PM): walang ya si pat nagpapakasaya sa piling ni cris naun e
katkat (10/28/2009 8:19:51 PM): Cris? boypren niya? HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:19:57 PM): yea
katkat (10/28/2009 8:20:09 PM): wahaha. kaya pala ayaw niyang pumunta. HAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:20:14 PM): oo
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:20:18 PM): loka un e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:20:34 PM): anu nabuksan mo na ba digicam mo?
katkat (10/28/2009 8:20:49 PM): hehe. oo. medyo matagal na. HAHA. nalimutan ko lang sabihin sainyo. HAHA.

katkat (10/28/2009 8:20:54 PM): actually, hindi ko nabuksan.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:20:59 PM): gulo a
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:20:59 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:21:04 PM): kinuha ko lang sa memory card. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:10 PM): kewl
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:11 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:21:13 PM): actually rin may facebook ako. hehehehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:18 PM): tlga?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:23 PM): inupload mo dun?
katkat (10/28/2009 8:21:28 PM): oo. HAHA. at matagal na siyang andun. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:51 PM): tlga!!!
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:53 PM): paadd!
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:21:56 PM): apprub mo ako agad
katkat (10/28/2009 8:22:05 PM): wahahahaha. sige. pero wag mong ipagsasabi. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:22:14 PM): sige
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:22:28 PM): eh kung wag ka nalang kaia mag aprub
katkat (10/28/2009 8:22:30 PM): super tago ako e. HAHA. yung picture ko dun mata lang. HAHA. tapos yung pangalan ko ay nako. HAHAHA.
katkat (10/28/2009 8:22:44 PM): hehe. e basta wag ka na lang din maingay. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:22:45 PM): anu ka mysterious typ?
katkat (10/28/2009 8:22:57 PM): HAHA. sa internet world lang. HAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:23:00 PM): wahha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:23:01 PM): okay
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:23:02 PM): sige
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:23:03 PM): game
katkat (10/28/2009 8:23:07 PM): anu na email mo?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:23:23 PM): kimica_forevrblu08@yahoo.com.ph
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:17 PM): ui tulungan mo na tlga ako sa designing ng site natin
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:23 PM): para makapag sulat na tau
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:24 PM): waaa
katkat (10/28/2009 8:24:32 PM): sige sige. excited na rin ako jan e. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:32 PM): hnd pa matapos tapos ee
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:33 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:24:42 PM): anu bang naiisip mo??
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:45 PM): bigyan mo nga ako ng magandang pic
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:49 PM): na pdeng gawing
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:52 PM): design or banner
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:24:57 PM): magaling ka jan sa ganyan e
katkat (10/28/2009 8:25:15 PM): wahaha. ganun? pic... anong klaseng pic??
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:25:38 PM): ung
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:25:40 PM): maganda para sa banner
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:25:43 PM): chuba chuba
katkat (10/28/2009 8:25:52 PM): hehe. sige wait lang. wiwi lang ako. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:25:57 PM): gege
katkat (10/28/2009 8:27:10 PM): hehe. eto na. hahanap na ko. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:27:38 PM): na-add mo na ako sa fb?
katkat (10/28/2009 8:27:42 PM): yep
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:28:20 PM): ayun o
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:28:22 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:28:24 PM): mata mo to!?!?
katkat (10/28/2009 8:28:38 PM): HAHA. super tago nga ako. HAHA. kaya pati mata ko edited. HAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:29:14 PM): wahahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:29:16 PM): wtf
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:29:16 PM): adik
katkat (10/28/2009 8:29:28 PM): ang saya kaya magtago. HAHA. try mo. HAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:31:03 PM): wahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:31:05 PM): langya
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:31:12 PM): wahahahahah
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:16 PM): oi
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:19 PM): hanap ka pic
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:20 PM): hahaha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:32:33 PM): hehe. eto na nga naghahanap na nga ako. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:45 PM): walang kwnta naman digicam ko puro kami lang ni wienna wala kaung pic dito ee. puro nakatalikod side view..wtf
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:51 PM): nalowbat kasi
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:52 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:55 PM): tanga e
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:32:56 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:33:14 PM): HAHAHAHAHA. oo nga e. HAHA. yung nasa fb ko ata e compilation na ng kay sarah, kay kayann at nung akin. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:25 PM): yea
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:30 PM): mag transfer na nga rin ako
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:31 PM): wahha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:33:41 PM): haha. oo nga. kahit paano meron din yung kwenta. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:48 PM): bad3p ee
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:49 PM): haha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:50 PM): wahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:33:52 PM): walang matino
katkat (10/28/2009 8:34:29 PM): HAHAHAHA. ay nako. puro magkaholding hands nakikita kong picture. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:34:37 PM): san?
katkat (10/28/2009 8:35:06 PM): naghahanap ako diba? ehhe. friendship kasi yung keyword tapos puro holding hands. amp. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:35:13 PM): ahh
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:35:14 PM): hahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:35:18 PM): ung cute ha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:36:53 PM): haha. wait lang ah. haha. search mode muna ako.
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:37:02 PM): geh
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:37:03 PM): search ka
katkat (10/28/2009 8:56:16 PM): haha. ang hirap maghanap. hehe. anu bang theme ng design na naiisip mo??
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:56:28 PM): kau..
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:56:29 PM): anu bang maganda
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:56:39 PM): kahit anime pa yan
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:56:41 PM): pde ko naman ibagay
katkat (10/28/2009 8:57:22 PM): haha. hindi ko kasi alam kung anong theme kaya hindi ko alam kung anong hahanapin ko. wahahaha. kahit anu namang theme e. anu ba yung parang nagsisymbolize satin?
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:57:43 PM): hmmm
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:57:57 PM): wla namang theme ee.. hahaha..uhm...kahit cute
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:58:04 PM): girly
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:58:04 PM): boyish
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:58:04 PM): anime
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:58:09 PM): vintage
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:58:10 PM): waa
kim constante (10/28/2009 8:58:11 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 8:58:50 PM): haha. basta send ko na lang sayo lahat ng nagustuhan ko. hehe. yung mga nakuha ko ngayon photo quotes e. ang cute kasi ng quotes di ko mapigil sarili ko. HAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:00:27 PM): wahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:00:28 PM): sige sige
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:00:30 PM): sige lang
katkat (10/28/2009 9:10:46 PM): san ba pwedeng maghanap pa ng pics?
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:10:54 PM): san ka ba nag hanap
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:11:04 PM): hnd na kita tinag sa pics pala ha
katkat (10/28/2009 9:11:06 PM): sa deviant art, sa tumblr. hehe.
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:11:08 PM): para di malaman ung acct mo
katkat (10/28/2009 9:11:15 PM): sige sige. hahaha.
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:11:24 PM): kasi pag tinag kita mapupuntahan nila regie at sarah
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:11:25 PM): haha
katkat (10/28/2009 9:11:47 PM): uo nga e. HAHA. si ate ara nga rin hindi ako tinag kasi makikita mo ko. HAHAHA.
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:12:14 PM): wahahahahahaha
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:12:22 PM): try mo sa
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:12:27 PM): istock
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:12:48 PM): istockphoto.com
katkat (10/28/2009 9:12:50 PM): sige.
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:32:56 PM): ang blurry a
kim constante (10/28/2009 9:33:03 PM): sana url nalang binigay mo
katkat (10/28/2009 9:33:19 PM): ay ganun? HAHAHA. hala, wait lang.

a message...

2009-10-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

I wanted to talk to you kanina pero wala pa akong lakas ng loob.
well... hindi naman ako galit sayo.
gusto ko lang marealize mo yang ginagawa mo.

Hindi ko na talaga gusto kim yung mga nangyayari sayo e.

sa totoo lang, nakakapagod maging best friend mo.
Hindi dahil sa araw-araw kang nagrereklamo, nagkukwento tungkol sa magulo mong love story na yan.
hindi dahil sa nakakalimutan mo nang itanong ko may problema rin ba kami.
Yung mga yun, kaya naming itolerate.

kaibigan ka namin e.

ang hindi ko lang talaga masikmura is yung harap harapan ka na ngang ginagago, nagpapagago ka pa.
Nahihirapan rin ako kim. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar.
Kung mangingialam ba ko or hayaan na lang kita sa gusto mong mangyari.

gusto ko talagang hayaan ka na lang.
pero everytime na lalapit ka saking umiiyak, anu namang magagawa ko kundi mangialam diba?

tapos yun pa. Inaway ko na nga si ezekiel e. Pinahiya mo pa ko.
Alam mo bang akala ng lahat e kaya ka lumapit kela ezekiel e para awayin rin siya?
Nashock kaming lahat at nagpacute effect ka pa. sobra na kim e.

Don't say na mabait ka kasi. Hindi kabaitan yan e.
katangahan na yan.

kaya ka ginaganun ni ezekiel kasi pumapayag kang ganunin ka niya.

May alam ako sayo na hindi mo sinabi sakin.
and i understand kung bakit di mo sinabi sakin.
pero nung nalaman ko yun at nung nabasa ko yung pag-uusap niyo sa cellphone ko isa lang pumasok sa isip ko e.

Kaya hindi ka tuluyang mabitawan ni ezekiel e dahil dun.
Dahil hindi pa niya nakukuha yun. Ayokong isiping yun lang habol niya sayo.
Alam ko namang mahal ka rin niya.

Pero hindi ko maiwasang isipin yan kasi ang gulo gulo ng isip niya e.

well, wala naman akong pakialam sakaniya.
at the first place hindi ko siya kaibigan.

Nalungkot lang ako..
kasi pumayag ka. natuloy man o hindi.

Naisip ko yung sinabi mo noon na hindi ka tutulad sa mommy mo.
Hindi naman sa hinuhusgahan ko ang mom mo.
pero sana inisip mo muna yung mom mo, yung future mo bago ka pumayag.
wala namang nangyari so ok lang.
pero kasi yan din yung dahilan kung ba't ka niya nasasabihan ng pokpok, malandi at kung anu-ano pa e.

The point is gusto kong isipin mo lahat ng ito.
Kasi masyado nang malalim ang pagkahulog mo kim.

kaya hirap na hirap kang bumangon. well, ayaw mo rin kasing tumayo kaya hindi ka makamove on.

Hindi ko naman masasabi sayong layuan mo si ezekiel 'cause i know you won't.
at saka wala ako sa position para sabihin yun.
Labas ako sa kung anumang meron kayo.

ang masasabi ko lang, wag kang magpakatanga and then you'll come to me crying.
Ayaw kong lalapit ka saking umiiyak nang dahil kay ezekiel dahil hinayaan mo siyang paiyakin ka. gets?

ayoko namang masira ang friendship natin.
we've been friends for 10 years now. graduating pa tayo.
Pero sana talaga kim gumising ka na. please lang.
Kasi sa totoo lang sabi nila sam at ann, pinagpalit mo yung last years nating magkakasama para kay ezekiel and hindi kami nagcomplain tungkol dun.
Sana man lang ngayong inaalala ka namin, pakinggan mo naman kami.

Hindi mo lang alam pero sobrang mahal ko kayong mga kaibigan ko.
yung bawat pain niyo, pain ko rin.

Kahit wag ko na nga masabi yung mga problema ko e basta ba natutulungan ko kayo, basta ba nararamdaman niyo yung essence ko as a bestfriend kahit paano, ok na sakin yun.

Kaya kim, wake up please. Kahit hindi na para saming friends mo, kahit hindi na para sakin.

kahit para na lang sa sarili mo....

I give up.

2009-10-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

I never thought that I would feel something like this.
well, not to Kim of all the people.

Hindi ko alam kung nabawasan ba ang pagiging true friend ko sa pag give up kong ito sakaniya.
Pero kasi... what else could I do?
She's so out of hand, no one could handle her anymore.

Kakausapin ko siya? Pagsasabihan?
What's the use kung hindi naman niya pakikinggan alinman sa mga yun?
Sasabihin pa niyang "madali sa inyong sabihin yan kasi wala kayo sa sitwasyon ko."
For Pete sake! e kahit ano namang sabihin namin sa kaniya mahirap kasi wala rin siya sa sitwasyon namin. at sobrang sarado na ang pag-iisip niya sa opinyon ng iba.

I remember being so much in love.
I remember being hurt so much.
But I don't remember being this stupid.

Yung tipong sinasampal na sa mukha mo na katangahan yung ginagawa mo yet you're still doing it.
Ganun siya. Nakakainis diba?

And then she'll come to me, iiyak iyak.
E at the first place, pumayag siyang paiyakin nung taong yun kung tao man nga siyang maituturing.
ang mas nakakainis pa dito, pinagtanggol mo na...
Ipinahiya ka pa.

Yung araw-araw niyang pagdakdak tungkol sa problema niya sa lalaking yun?
I can bear that.
Yung pagbabalewala niya sa feelings naming mga kaibigan niya, kung may problema rin ba kami?
I can tolerate that.
Pero yung sobrang pagyuyurak sa pagkatao niya at hinihayaan niya yun?
That I can't live with.

Sawang sawa na ko. Pagod na pagod na ako.
Ang hirap palang magpakabestfriend sa taong hindi naman nagpapakabestfriend sayo.

Back Home

2009-10-18T07:26:00.001-07:00

three tears for three years

2009-10-18T05:19:00.000-07:00

It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

--New Moon, p.118

Three years ago, this day happened to be the best day of my life.

If I would deliberate things today, it would still be the best.

I remembered how I made my very first decision towards my very own happiness.

Naalala ko kung paano ako umiiyak over the fact that I am hurting someone while being hurt by somebody, while hurting that somebody, and while hurting myself more than anyone else.

Its a non-stop cycle.

Masasabi kong I was pretty good at making decisions because I did became the happiest at that time. What I wasn't good at is probably maintaining that happiness I acquired.

It lasted all too soon.

It became history all too quick.

And then, I changed to what I am now.

Masaya parin naman ako at present.

Its just that I'm happy but empty.

Now, I wanted to take a step towards another decision, hoping that that decision would lead me to be happy and whole. But, sadly enough...

I tripped even before I took the first step.

Maybe this isn't just the perfect time yet.

Maybe, there isn't a perfect time at all.

Maybe, things like things like this isn't supposed to be planned; its something that just happens.

It's something like kismet.

Walang perfect time, there's only a right time.

And when that right time comes, i know I would be ready.

Wala nang pride na maapakan.

Walang feelings na masasaktan.

Kaligayahan lang ang mararamdaman.

isa dalawa tatlo iyak

2009-10-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

ba't ganun?

hindi ko maintindihan pero...

naiiyak ako.

nasasaktan ako.

siguro nga...

I Love You, Goodbye na.

tears

2009-10-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

I am reading again the sequel to twilight -new moon- recently.

Since the movie will soon be seen in theaters, I thought I'd refresh the story in my mind.

When I first read New Moon last year, I cried at the part when Edward left Bella.

It reminded me of...my own heartbreak...and I really feel like crying the whole time I was reading the book even if there was nothing in it that would make me cry.

and now, I did not cry anymore at that part when Edward left Bella though I still have the feeling that tears would pour down my eyes anytime. But I didn't. kinikilig pa nga ako ngayon sa mga part ni Bella and Jacob.

so anyway, the whole point of this entry is to share some of the nicest quotes I found while reading the book.

"Love, life, meaning... over." p.73

"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me." p.93

"Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk." p.117

"It didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it." p.118

"When I realized that there was nothing to search for, and nothing to find." p.123

"Maybe someday, years from now-if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it-I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life." p.124

"Sometimes, kismet happens." p.126

"That everything remained, untouched, and forgotten behind them. Just like me." p.162

most readers like new moon in the least because Edward wasn't there halfway of the story and mostly because it was (for me) the saddest sequel of twilight. But I like it. I like twilight the best, of course, and if I would rank all four books Breaking Dawn would be next. Then, New Moon and Eclipse would tie the third place. hehe.

I like New Moon because of the fact that even though it's a sad story, there was a message hidden in it.

It's about moving on...

I've found the one...

2009-10-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

my long wait is over.

Sa tagal ng aking pag-aantay...

sa wakas ay natagpuan ko na siya.

Natagpuan ko na ang lalaking magmamahal sa akin

at mamahalin ko rin.

siya...

ay walang iba...

kundi si...

walong araw

2009-10-10T08:28:00.001-07:00

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand aches
like the pulse of the blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly,
in strange lurches and dragging lulls,
but pass it does.

Even for me

-New Moon, p.93

Anong meron sa eight??

alamin....

switch-a-roo

2009-10-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

we played like kids today.

Ako, si Pat at ang bespren kong si Kim.

We do crazy things together.

Kaya siguro talagang masasabi kong kaibigan ko sila.

ang childish ng trip namin kanina.

Maryo (our classmate) called it switch-a-roo. HAHA.

which actually made it more childish. HAHA.

Ang concept ng switch-a-roo is basically, magpapalit palit lang kami ng pagkatao nina Pat at Kim.

Si Kim bilang si Pat.

Si Pat bilang Ako.

at Ako bilang si Kim. HAHA.

natuwa ako sa trip na yun.

I've realized one great thing...

...that despite all the things we've went through

we still stayed as the best of friends.

Nakakatuwang isiping, alam na alam namin kung paano gumalaw ang isa't isa.

Alam na alam namin kung ano ang manurisms ng bawat isa.

kaya masasabi kong...

kilalang kilala namin ang isa't isa.

Naalala ko nung grade 6,

inis na inis kami nun kay Patricia.

Ang masaklap, we talk about it in front of her.

at kasali siya sa usapan nun.

hindi nga lang namin pinapaalam sakaniya na siya yung kinaiinisan namin nun.

I felt awful remembering that.

ang bad ko pala noon. hehe.

Naalala ko naman nung first year.

Aminado naman akong kakaiba talaga ang ugali ni Kim.

Maarte, maharot, magaslaw...

at hindi lahat ng tao natutuwa dun.

Ako rin, hindi ako natutuwa dun minsan.

Tulad ng hindi pagkatuwa ng iba naming kaibigan tungkol dun.

ang kinasama lang talaga ng loob ko nung mga panahong yun

e yung hindi naman ako yung nang-aaway kay Kim

pero ako ang lumabas na nangangaway.

nakakaasar.

pero ngayon, tanggap na tanggap ko na lahat ng yan. hehe.

Nalulungkot na ako pag hindi isang maarte, maharot at magaslaw

na kim ang nakikita ko because she not being like that

meant something else.

sa dami nang napagdaanan namin...

wish ko lang na sana kahit mahina na at maputi na ang mga buhok namin...

we still know each other that much in order to play switch-a-roo.

kabadoxxx

2009-10-07T05:40:00.000-07:00

last monday, our second long test in Filipino which is the Sayawit took place.

and ghad.

Kami pa ng partner ko ang first to perform.

isang spoof ng love story ni Jandi at Junpyo ang pinresent namin.

in my own opinion, maganda yung concept.

UNIQUE.

Wala pang nakaisip ng ganun.

but then, i'm disappointed.

hindi naman panget at basura yung nagawa namin

pero hindi ko rin naman masabing maganda talaga.

wala akong pwedeng sisihin.

wala namang may kasalanan nun. hehe.

kulang lang talaga siya.

Kulang sa practice.

Kulang sa gimik.

basta kulang.

bukas malalaman ang grade namin.

kinakabahan ako. hehe.

Hindi naman namin hinihiling ng partner ko na mapasama sa top 3.

in fact, pinagdadasal nga naming wag kaming mapasama sa top 3.

pareho kaya naming ayaw magperform sa buong HS department. hehe.

but i do wish na mataas parin ang grade na makuha namin.

hindi man pang top 3...

mga 45/50, pwede na. hehehe.

demanding pa e.

haha.

so ayun. kinakabahan lang talaga ko.

kaya eto, naisipan kong ipost dito.

ramdamkita

2009-10-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

gusto ko lamang i-advertise ang napakadramatic blog ng kaibigan kong si TOTS (rayne)

Ito ay isang blog kung saan

ang mga taong emo at problematic sa buh

ay ay nagpopost ng kanilang mga saloobin.

Hindi necessarily na tungkol sa love ang problems dun.

pwede rin tungkol sa friends, school

(basta daw wag math), others...

anything under the sun basta nga wag math. HAHA.

Ang dramatic blog na ito ay tinatawag na RAMDAMKITA.

so kung may problema ka...

Ito ang tamang site na puntahan.

Teentalk::Candy::Quizzes::results

2009-09-18T04:54:00.000-07:00

dahil wala akong magawa...

natripan kong magsagot ng mga quizzes

sa teentalk.

at ito ang mga lumabas na resulta.

know more about me, then.

my kind of cutie

You're a real-life Cinderella searching for her Prince Charming. You prefer boys who court you the traditional way—through flowers, chocolates, and long conversations. No text-message proposals, please! Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

very fitting

Classic Chick
You love classic chic. Ruffled top, flowy skirt, and ballet flats. You love to read a good book and have me time. You have a lot of friends but you only get to hang out with them once in awhile. You're reserved but you also know when to have fun. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

*xet. classic pala ako? HAHA.

Artsy Fartsy

Fashion Phenom
Whether it's piecing together get-ups for your girlfriends, or dreaming of sewing up your own collection and having the world' top models strut down the catwalk wearing them, your creativity lies in the world of fashion. Stay up to date and in vogue by visiting this 16-year-old teen stylista's blog, seaofshoes.typepad.com. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

How hard do you fall

Boulder High. You can't understand why couples baby talk or why your friends are so into their crushes. Give your Romeo a chance to prove himself and maybe you'll realize that love is a great adventure - pet names, heartbreaks, second chances and all. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

Which Twilight Character are You

You are Edward Cullen.
Smart, charming, and talented, you are capable of loving selflessly and unconditionally. You are very perceptive. You usually know what a person is thinking before he/she tells you. You are old-fashioned and a hopeless romantic. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

*woah. ako'y isang CULLEN! HAHA.

My So-Called Life

Gossip Girl
You enjoy living life in the fast lane! You're a metropolitan princess who always gets what she wants. Truth be told, some people fear you because of your charm and influence. Use these wisely or you may end up being friendless and at the bottom of the social ladder. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

*ako'y isang GOSSIP GIRL??

Please Don't Stop The Music

Kate Nash
You know what you want and stand by it, even if it deviates from what the rest of the world chooses. You love art in any form—music, fiction, poetry, paintings, photography—and creativity comes naturally to you. You're smart and insightful, but also laid-back and funny, and what’s wonderfully unique about you is that you can find fulfillment in the things most people take for granted. Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

Where Will You Meet Your Boyfriend?

At your favorite band's gig
Your love for music will ultimately lead you to the guy of your dreams. His passion for music is inspiring—maybe you'll start talking when he lends you his garage band's demo CD. Whatever the conversation starter is, you'll never run out of things to talk about and gigs to attend. Who knows, the two of you might make music together too! Take more quizzes like this on Candymag.com

ayan. tinamad na kasi ako. hehe.

Ang Gasgas Kong Love Story :: Prologue

2009-09-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

PROLOUGE:

Pustiso ka ba?

Kasi, can’t smile without you.

Hey, did you fart?

’Cause you blew me away!

I hate to say this but…

You’re like my underwear.

’Cause I can’t last a day without you!

Uy papicture!

Para ma-develop tayo!

Kastila ka ba?

Binihag mo kasi ang puso ko.

Ang pagmamahal ko sayo ay parang LBM.

Ang hirap pigilan.

x.x.x.x.x.x.x

Bakit ang mga punchline na yan

CORNY at gasgas na pero napapangiti ka pa?

MapapaTAWA ka rin kaya

Ng Lab story kong Gasgas na?

Ano?

Basa na.

On my best friend...

2009-09-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

ako ang takbuhan ng best friend ko pag may problem sila ng boyfriend niya.

takot daw kasi sakin yung boyfriend niya.

kaya madalas, ako ang JUDGE pag nag-aaway sila.

but the thing is...

ewan ko. parang wala akong gana makialam sa relationship nila.

I mean, hindi tulad ng past relationship niya...

hindi na niya ko kailangan sabihan pa

kapag kailangan kong kausapin ang boyfriend niya.

ako na mismo ang kusang kakausap at mag-aayos kung may dapat ayusin.

pero ngayon?

she needed to ask me para tulungan sila.

parang hindi ko talaga feel na tulungan sila sa relationship nila.

at first kasi, hindi naman na talaga ko boto sa boyfriend niya.

alam niyo na, may instinct e. hehe.

but unt-unti ko rin namang natututunang iaccept yung boyfriend niya.

after all, siya ang napili ng bestfriend ko.

wala akong magagawa dun.

pero ngayong naghiwalay na sila?

and a very bad break up pa?

hindi ko alam kung paano icocomfort ang kaibigan ko.

lalo pa kung nabubulag at nagpapakatanga siya sa mga desisyon niya.

biruin niyo.

matagal na pala siyang sinasabihan ng kung anu-ano pag galit

yung boyfriend niya...

matagal na silang away bati...

tapos ngayon,

nakipagbreak ang boyfriend niya with the same reason

na ginamit ng ugok noon sa kaibigan namin

na ex niya.

tapos ang planong naisip pa niya e

habulin yung lalaki para daw mainis. argh.

e yun nga ang gusto ng mokong e.

ang habulin siya.

siyempre nga naman, ang gwapo niya pag ganun.

e kung ang ginawa niya

e she acted as if nothing happened?

kung ang ginawa niya e dedmahin ang mga pangyayari

and act as if wala lang sakaniya na nagbreak sila?

edi nagmukhang pinaglaruan niya si lalaki.

edi sana napahiya si lalaki.

edi sana siya ang humahalakhak ngayon.

haay naku.

naiinis talaga ko.

the thing is, i don't know how to tell her.

siya kasi yung tipo ng taong mahirap sabihan.

nanghihinayang lang ako

'Cause i know she's better than what she is doing now.

Missing Me

2009-09-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand

Don't wanna let you go

I love the way you say that I am your man

Don't understand why we can't go on and go on

Don't understand why

You don't belong in my arms

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight

Would you come back to me

And even i f i walked on the water

Would you come out to see

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go

I just don't understand

It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow

The memories of you here with me by my side

I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ang Gasgas Kong Love Story

2009-09-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Natapos ko ang poster ng susunod kong story in just 30 minutes.

simple lang kasi. hehe.

2 pictures, konting gradient, the labels...

and viola!

nagawa na siya. hehe.

natuwa ako

kasi ang simple lang niya.

but heck, it's cute. HAHA.

so i thought of sharing it here.

50 Reasons Why I Cried

2009-09-05T10:18:00.000-07:00

Umiyak ako dahil sa...

1. Gutom

2. Insomnia

*Sometimes, it's not so good. lalo kung gusto mo nang matulog*

3. Naapakang Paa

4. Bumalinghat na kuko

5. Stiff Neck

6. Constipation

*HAHAHAHA*

7. Dysmenorrhea

8. Diarhe

*nakakalantang gulay*

9. Pagkadapa

*its the kahihiiyan that counts*

10. Napahiya sa maraming tao

11. Pang-aasar ng taong pang-asar

*pikon ako e*

12. Panonood ng tear jerker movies

13. Pagbabasa ng nakakalungkot na story

14. Panonood ng nakababaha ng luhang music video

*walang patawad yung Because I'm A Girl*

15. Pag-iisip ng nakakalungkot na update at concept ng story

16. sobrang pagtawa

*hahahah. ahahahahahaha.ahahahahaha!!!*

17. Pagkaantok

*nakakaluha ng mata yun diba?*

18. Pagkaguilty sa pang-aaway sa Daddy ko

19. Pag-aaway namin ni Mommy

20. Acting.

*School Activities e*

21. Pag-alis ni AJ

22. Nag-away kami ni Ann

23. Nag-away kami ni Kim

24. Nasira ang friendship namin ni Paula

25. Inaway at nakipagaway sa ex ng ex ko.

*talk about katangahan*

26. Nalalapit na graduation at paghihiwa-hiwalay

27. Sobrang Takot

28. Heart attacks ko

29. Awa sa ibang tao

30. Sobrang nerbyos

31. Hindi masolve ang isang math problem

*nakakairita yun diba?*

32. Hindi nangyari ang gustong mangyari

33. Nagexpect manalo pero natalo

34. Pagkaubos ng pasensiya

35. Pagkamatay ni Ms. Poblete

*eldest and dearest teacher in school*

36. Iniwan ni Edward si Bella

*i felt the pain, men. tugsh!*

37. Kaibigan ko ang mahal ng mahal ko.

38. Pagwitness na nasasaktan ang bespren ko

and i can't do anything about it.

39. Pagwitness sa attempted suicide ni bespren

40. Pagdedesisyong ilet go siya

41. Pagkagulo ng isip kung siya ba o siya

42. Pag-iwan ko sakaniya

43. Pag-iwan niya sakin

44. Sobrang pagkabwisit sa kapatid kong bwisit

45. 3 taon na kong walang lablayp

*minsan, malungkot rin maging single*

46. Pinaasa ako sa wala

47. Panghihinayan sa nasirang pagkakaibigan

48. Alaala ng nakaraang pag-ibig

*echos*

49. Katotohanang mawawala rin ang mga taong mahalaga sakin,

in one way or another

50. death

Close Up

2009-09-05T03:25:00.001-07:00

I thought of writing a brief history of my life. and so,here it is.

nagkakilala ang parents ko sa tapat ng poste ng PLDT

nung naganap ang lindol ng 1990 na yumanig sa Pilipinas.

Kasabay ng pagyanig ng lupa ang pagyanig ng mga puso nila

*charing!*

minsan, nakitulog si papa sa bahay ni mama.

(let's skip all the ligawan parts, corny yun e. HAHA)

pagpatay ng mga ilaw, bigla raw niyakap ni papa si mama.

E saktong nakiepal ang bunso kong Tito.

Ayun. Nacaught in act ang mga magulang ko.

Kinabukasan, inengage sila.

May 15 1992 nang ikasala sila.

March 27 1993 naman isinilang ang pinakamagandang nilikha ng Diyos.

Ako yun, siyempre. HAHAHA.

After 3 years ng pagiging tanging mutya ng pamilya,

sinundan ako ng panget kong kapatid na lalaki.

Ito yung kapatid kong masama ang ugali

at masarap ingudngod sa pader pero labbs ko parin.

Nung 7 years old ako, lumipat kami sa bahay namin ngayon.

Masikip na daw kasi sa dati naming bahay.

nun pala, buntis na si mama sa pangalawa kong li'l bro.

Ito naman yung sweet at babakla bakla.

Pero wag kayo, 2 years old palang nakapers kiss na.

(sa babae a, hindi sa lalaki. HAHA.)

After 3 years ulit, dumating naman ang bunso namin.

Babae siya at maganda. Mana sa ate.

Edi ayun, nakumpleto rin ang d.u.a.b.e force

Kung mga kaibigan ang usapan, marami ako niyan.

Sorcerress pa nga'ng tawag samin noon.

Bakit?

Wala lang.

Mga pauso nung gr3, gawa ng kasikatan ng WITCH comics.

Yung mga sunod kong friendship, wala ng group name.

Basta, friends come and go hanggang natira ang mga friendship ko ngayon.

Sina Kim, Sam, Ann at Pat.

siguro kung may group name kami, THE TRIO na yun.

Puro 3 letters kasi ang names namin e. hehe.

Pero sa sobrang pagkafriendly ko e may other friends pa ko.

At may group name na yung mga yun.

The Pranings. Labbs ko ang mga yan

kahit hindi na nila ko labbs. haha.

Feelingers Society. Ang pagiging mga feeling namin

ang nagbibigkis sa amin. LOL. haha.

The Beteranos. CC Ttalk best authors yan.

Mga otors na hindi right grammar with coherence and unity

ang kinoconsider sa pagsulat

kundi ang humor at ang pagiging OTor.

Usapang Lablayp. ayiieee.

Preschool palang ako lumalablayp na ko. HAHAHA.

say niyo??

Si Leonard pa nga crush ko nung mga bulinggit pa kami. wahahaha.

Ngayon, binata na siya at balita ko may girlfriend na.

Nung Gr1, si Shiou.

Half hapon yan. Crush din niya ko nun kaya masaya.

Ngayon, mataba na siya. HAHA.

Gr2. Yung bespren ni Shiou na si Ken.

Feeling Barbie kasi ako. lol. HAHAHA.

Wala na akong balita kay Ken ngayon e.

eto. Nung Gr3, si Aldous ang lab op my layp ko.

Naaalala ko si Orlando Bloom sa kaniya.

Gwapo parin siya hanggang ngayon pero may Gf na e.

*sayang* LOL.

Gr4. Si Dann naman.

Labtim ko yan noon e. HAHA.

Good boy na makulit. At hanggang ngayon ganun parin siya.

Frat member na may bisyong sigarilyo't beer na nga lang. haha.

Gr5, balik Aldous ako.

Ayaw ko magcomment masyado sakaniya.

Baka awayin ako ng gelpren, mahirap na. HAHA.

Pero nung Gr6, grumaduate na ko sa mga puppy loves.

Dahil nun ko natagpuan ang aking First Love.

Pero ibang kwento na yun.

Sa ibang blog entry na lang.

o ayan ang brief but long history ng buhay ko.

Anu? Close na ba tayo??

How to Start a Blog

2009-08-30T09:50:00.000-07:00

isa sa pinakamasayang gawin ay ang magsimula ng blog.
masayang mag-isip ng title, ng layout design, ng magandang domain na gagamitin...

makailang ulit na akong nagsimula ng blog. pang-apat na ata 'to. (lol)
at wala pa akong blog na namemaintain ng maayos. wahahaha.
lahat, puro simula lang.

Pero sa bawat blog na sinisimulan ko, sa isang step talaga ako nahihirapan.
at yun ay ang...

Kung anong ilalagay sa first entry ng blog.

sa totoo lang, hanggang sa mga sandaling ito palaisipan parin sakin
kung anu nga ba talaga dapat ang nilalagay sa first entry.

dapat ka bang magpakilala?
dapat bang parang wala lang, you just start right away?

but whichever the case is, i hope this would be the first blog na mamemaintain ko, thoroughly.